I am a recoverying meth addict.  And let me tell you recovery is not easy!!  Meth and it's nightmare are real!  It's sad but very true.  I remember tripping so hard that I would hide behind pillars in the yard with a BB gun ready to shot my sons father when he came around the corner.  Mind you it would be about two or three in the morning.  I would always think I had a flat tire or that some one was following me especially if at any time soon I was about to go buy stuff to make meth with. Or if I was about to go be the watch out for my boyfriend while he made meth.

It was a nightmare.  I still get paranoid to this day just not about me getting locked up "Praise God"!  There is freedom in recovery!! So much freedom.  I don't have to freak out when I see a cop or a unmarked car.  I don't have to fear being caught with pills (for making dope) on me.  Or that my boyfriend is gonna bet the crap out of me because of some stupid thought that got implanted into his head from staying up two or three nights in a row and smoking dope! 

Has anyone been there?  Does anyone appricate there sober time or being sober??