- If you love me, you will obey what I command. John 14:15
   - Whoever has my commands and obeys them, he is the one who loves me. John 14:21   
   - If anyone loves me, he will obey my teaching. My Father will love him, and we will come to him and make our home with him. John 14:23
   - If you obey my commands, you will remain in my love, just as I have obeyed my Father's commands and remain in his love. John 15:10
    - You are my friends if you do what I command. John 15:14
    - If you know these things, you are blessed if you do them. John 13:17.

Obedience to Gods Word is the key to hearing Gods voice.

What does obedience mean to you ... ... ... ... ...

   Court for custody of my son is just right around the corner.  Court is Jan. 15, 2008.  As a result of my drug use when I was younger my son was placed in the care of his Grandma in law's custody.  Well every since I go sober I have been doing what it takes to get custody back.  And it has came down to it that she (My son's Grandma) has made the statement that she wants me to raise my own son.  But when it comes down to it I know in my heart she really doesn't!  She has strung me along and it is time to get down and dirty in the truth. 

    I would like for all mindsayers that believe in prayer (As I do)  to pray that the truth come out in court and to give me wisdom concerning my words when I am to appear in front of the judge.  I really appreciate all of your prayers in advance.  I know that alot of you all believe and know that the power of prayer is powerful!!  And I hope everyone has a wonderful weekend!!

Signed,

Family being Restored

Not only do I get to see my baby today but I also get to find out if it's a boy or a girl!!  YA!! 

To bad my husband can't get off today to go with me Oh well ... ... ... ...

Signed,

Loving Mother

Almost a month ago I created a website to help meth addicts.  It is a Christ Centered Meth Recovery Group.  There are many websites to support meth addicts in there recovery the one MAIN thing that was missing in all this would be that it is not Christ Centered.  Many support groups like to try to cover up addicts with the other uses of legal drugs.  This to me is a shame!!  How in the one can one stay sober by using other drugs??  Sorry its NOT possible ... ... ... Maybe for a very short period than addiction would fuel back into overload. 

Here at this website we will take God's Love (and love for one another) and let that be our anti drug.  God is the only way that I have stayed clean for these two wonderful years!  He has blessed me beyond messure and I want to share that blessing with others!!  Here is the website address ... ...

www.christian-meth-support-live.com

I am also open to suggestions to make the website better and more improved!!  So thank you all in advance for your input and for helping me to advertise!!

I am a recoverying meth addict.  And let me tell you recovery is not easy!!  Meth and it's nightmare are real!  It's sad but very true.  I remember tripping so hard that I would hide behind pillars in the yard with a BB gun ready to shot my sons father when he came around the corner.  Mind you it would be about two or three in the morning.  I would always think I had a flat tire or that some one was following me especially if at any time soon I was about to go buy stuff to make meth with. Or if I was about to go be the watch out for my boyfriend while he made meth.

It was a nightmare.  I still get paranoid to this day just not about me getting locked up "Praise God"!  There is freedom in recovery!! So much freedom.  I don't have to freak out when I see a cop or a unmarked car.  I don't have to fear being caught with pills (for making dope) on me.  Or that my boyfriend is gonna bet the crap out of me because of some stupid thought that got implanted into his head from staying up two or three nights in a row and smoking dope! 

Has anyone been there?  Does anyone appricate there sober time or being sober??